Mascular

Issue 42 - April 2025

don’t dream it’s over

These drawings in graphite and charcoal are inspired by 1970s and early 1980s gay adult magazines that I used to get my hands on when I was young. These men were the first gay men I saw and they had a profound influence on shaping my aesthetic. Their sexual freedom and acceptance of their sexual orientation helped me to accept mine and to be happy with adventurously exploring gay life. These images countered any shame in me. I saw affection, warmth and enjoyment coming from these men. These drawings are my expression of the longing and appreciation I felt at that time in my youth when I saw these men. They are also a way to honor them.

If my artwork has any political worth in fighting homophobia or fascism, I like to think of this scenario- Imagine any political art being displayed in a high schooler’s room in a conservative household. I am sure a Clash poster or piece of Banksy’s art would possibly be irritating to a staunch conservative parent, but I doubt it would cause much of a discussion. Imagine, now, one of my pieces being displayed in that same bedroom. I think there would be a lot to talk about… I think this example illustrates why gay male art is important. Especially these days.